by myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreamsAnd give in to sad thoughts That are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thinI make the right moves but I'm lost withinI put on my daily facade but thenI just end up getting hurt again

By myself (Myself)I ask whyBut in my mind I findI Can't rely on myself(Myself)I ask whyBut in my mind I find I Can't rely on myself

I can't hold on(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on(To anything watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenselessAnd to go blindly seems senselessIf I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me 'till everything is goneIf I let them go I'll be outrunBut if I try to catch them I'll be outdoneIf I'm killed by the questions like a cancerThen I'll be buried in the silence of the answerBy myself(Myself)I ask why(Myself)Can't rely on myself(Myself)I ask whyBut in my mind I find Can't rely on myself

I can't hold on(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think I've lost so muchI'm so afraid (I'm so afraid...) I'm out of touchHow do you expect (How do you expect) I will know what to doWhen all I know Is what you tell me to

Don't you KNOW

I can't tell you how to make it GO

No matter what I do, how hard I RUNI can't seem to convince myself WHY

I'm stuck on the outside(X2)

I can't hold on(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take inI can't hold on(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in(X2)